My posts with the same title and various parts will reveal dark truth of the brutal criminal society which is spot on the beautiful world. My own real life experiences which left me divine, virgin, human and created ‘God scientist’.
“I was growing everyday when I attained my 12th birthday. I wanted freedom and I was achieving same in a bit by changing school, changing wardrobe, changing friends etc. I was treated like princess as I had light skin among majority of the brown people. Colour becomes parameter of beauty among people in their own mother land who cry for racism in the foreign land so Are they racist or others are racist? My relative used to love my skin, I pulled good genes of my forefathers; My relative made my other relative peep into my washroom when I was sleeping in my bathtub. My relative found it adorable that I made bath tub out of old large bucket. It was embarrassing as I was not that much young to be seen all nude by my own male relative. Definitely his attitude also changed after that incident. I wanted freedom and then he touched me inappropriately to threaten me and curb my voice of freedom. It was in bad taste, embarrassing for both as he never wanted to do the same. God always saved me and saved me from him also but it was bad touch at my growing years. I was born in nuclear family so my child abuse was not bad as I was only touched not actually molested in any form but what about child who are abused in their own family?
It is not confined to females only but males also. That’s why there are rapists in the society who want to rape people as they faced same at their very young age. There are lot of incidents I know as I worked for criminal rehabilitation through my NGO as a true social activist in the past where most of the criminals are cultivated by their own brought up and atmosphere where they have seen miserable life during their childhood. It is science which proves that most of the people learn language of crime through Critical Period hypothesis which is easy task in Non-Progressive and conservative society. My father was very protective for his children due to cruel society which he knew very well due to his own experiences, maturity and knowledge. During growing years I learnt most of the things from the outside world as I was unwanted child due to the fact that abortion was/is considered sin so I learnt more about Humanity from the world which was filled with the tourists from different countries. I was born in tourist place and my childhood residence was situated in the hot spot of tourism. In India child marriage, honour killing, arrange or forced marriage, child abuse is very common which goes unreported every year as child is child to not go outside their house to file any complaint. Thank God I never faced any of it but yes definitely I tasted a bit of it so I can imagine how childhood is lost everyday in brutal society by their own people or maybe by few strangers. There is a part of brutal poor society which cultivates criminals from their very childhood and that’s why numbers criminals in world are growing in every kind of form. People live in fear but I choose to fight that fear through my humanity and blessings from Divinity “
My experience count lot, maybe I escaped everything but I tasted and I felt bad so I can imagine deep sorrow in the society where people are comfortable in the skin of deprivation; Maybe that’s why there was only one Malala who felt that she was deprived in her society and others were comfortable living life in deprivation. It is individual responsibility over government to tackle their criminal mind. Believe in God can help heal and change criminal mind.
Today also I am virgin & approached by innumerable guys but I have learnt from my life that it is better to be virgin rather than be with someone who is not meant for you and if by chance it has already happened then do not regret as even women want sexual satisfaction till the time it was with the consent of both men and women.
I live and grow every day in the hope that as a ‘God scientist’ I can help brutal criminal society to grow into beautiful world where men and women are equal as a human but love and respect their differences of gender; No matter even if he or she is queer; Every human should be happy and free in their own skin with love and respect.
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